Post NYC Goals
In general, I believe we should have I have shortcomings that without a doubt contribute to the times where I have negative thoughts, self doubt and discontentment. The main fear I feel is of laziness and fear itself. I have audited my emotions and created a list of the top areas of weakness that make me most uncomfortable. These are the areas :
My understanding of money and sales:
Knowledge of Economics and Trading
Experience and Skill with Selling
Hustling - multiple jobs
My ability to produce written and audiovisual creative works:
Journaling, Documenting, Interviewing, Articles
Logic, FinalCut X
My long term memory and language skills
Spanish
Facts, stories, quotes etc. - notecards
My knowledge of my body and mind
Daily stretch and exercise routine
Daily meditation ritual
My presence
Solidifying my values and focusing on upholding them in my behavior
honesty, candor, generosity, bravery
Interacting with strangers
De-sexualizing women, expecting the best of people, consistently engaging with my environment
Remaining confident and poised in myself, regardless of the environment
Not relying on alcohol or other add ons for my internal confidence and voice
My vulnerability
Revamping and re-energizing my most important relationships
Being transparent with my closest people
I’ve been giving lip service to these values for years without entwining them into my life. This has been due to laziness, exhaustion and a misalignment of priorities… mostly laziness.
Don’t worry about sounding professional. Sound like you. There are over 1.5 billion websites out there, but your story is what’s going to separate this one from the rest. If you read the words back and don’t hear your own voice in your head, that’s a good sign you still have more work to do.
Be clear, be confident and don’t overthink it. The beauty of your story is that it’s going to continue to evolve and your site can evolve with it. Your goal should be to make it feel right for right now. Later will take care of itself. It always does.
